I need an open minded, and honest persons' help!

Ja
I just really need some advice right now, a lot of things are happening at once in my life! This is in no way for attention, I just need some help, and it's way too complicated and long to try and fit into one post, lol!  If you wouldn't mind trying to help me, please comment so I know! Thank you! :) 
Side note!: for some reason if you're not a premium member, I cannot request to chat with you, so if you wouldn't mind requesting a chat with me, that would help a lot!😊