getting back with ex.

✋🏼😈 ℕ𝓞т𝐭๏∂คч S卂ţᗩή😈👊🏼 • Peace✌🏼love ❤️and 3 flowers 💐grease(AKA ChiChi The Clown)
So I'm famous for this, and girl it has never worked out! I'm still single😂 with that said I see a lot of girls posting the same thing. It wasn't till today did these feelings start coming back. Now I was in a really abusive relationship for a while and it scares me that I'm having these feelings again for the guy I just left. I'm only posting this because I really need to just let it out. I definitely don't wanna talk to him about my feelings. That would open a huge can of worms. I think it's normal to have those feelings once in a while, I'm just trying to figure out why him? He was aweful towards the end? Why is it that sometimes we think about or miss the people who have hurt us greatly, but hardly look back on the good ppl in our lives unless of course something bad has happened? Shouldn't we be looking back on the good things and missing that?