friends with benefits at 15

I'm in high school and I'm 15 I'm really open with sex because I could talk openly in my house about it. My sex drive is high. Like I get went just sitting in class. I feel like I'm ready to have sex and could have sex and do some kinky things with one guy. But I just don't trust guys at my school but also I have trust issues. Idk should I just open up and try or should I just chill and wait to meet the "perfect one"?