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amanda
i started birth control sunday and iv been feelikg sick every fucking morning and IM ALREADY DONE WITH IT on the inside but im not gonna give up. are there any like remedies to help it
also i lost my virginity wednesday and it might be because my hymen broke but blood is still like coming out, its diluted like its a light pink color is that normal? i did bleed a little during it but ik thats normal i just didnt think it was gonna continue. it isn't a lot just spotting, and everytime i wipe when i go to the bathroom (also he used a condom)
im sorry if i dont make sense its 5 am but i felt sick all night