it's so frustrating!

Kiri β€’ I am 26 years old and have been ttc for 5 years, had 3 miscarriages and 2 ectopic and desperate for my own rainbow baby
I am on cycle day 50, I have not had a period in 7 weeks, I swear the other day when I took a test (stick one) there was a vvvvvv faint line then yesterday I took 2 very cheap test (strip) ones and both negative, I have got another stick one to use tomorrow morning... it's just so annoying not knowing what is going on! I hope tomorrow morning I will get my BFP πŸŒˆπŸ‘ΆπŸ»πŸ€žπŸ»