Earning Trust back from him

Carolina

Hey girls, it's my first post I've been anxious to post things up but I'm just afraid".. I finally got the courage because I'm just going through stress that my hair is falling off due to my dam job. but I'm having major issues with my Boyfriend of 4 months going on 5 he has this thing that when someone breaks his trust that's pretty much it for him and for him to earn the trust back has been so so so hard. So when we were first dating I have my best friend raul i call him my bro for the past years and I just got so adjusted to that, that he thought this entire time he was really the bro I was like no he's my best friend and he got so heated I was like chill he's gay he got so heated ever since yup it's done with the trust it's dumb I know but I want to earn it back later I'll come back with a part #2

Just ask away comments I'll reply I've been through so much in the past and I've finally found someone that understands me the issue is that he's a total AssHole when he's mad puts away feelings and see's Reality like I understand but god I don't cheat I don't anything I respect myself and him and this relationship because I'm looking into hoping making it work out later on ..