There is this guy I grew up knowing and we have always been close but never thought of eachother more than basically family. But on our yearly beach trip that our families go on we both noticed our physical attraction towards each other and it keeps me up at night making me wonder what would happen if I kissed him? We are so close that when he notices how tired I am when I go to visit (5 hour drive) he'll tell me to go to his room and lay down. This weekend I was hoping he'd come in and take a nap with me but he woke me up instead. I should have kissed him. Any sugIgestions on what to do this winter when I see him next?