losing friends

Cambria

this has happened to me actually not long ago. i lost all my friends to hypocrisy. they were telling me how rude i was and how i talked crap about them behind their back. of course, i was a little rude 😂 but they acted like they weren't. and they also talked behind each other's backs. everyone talked crap on everyone else. and they blamed me for it. they started leaving me out and i lost my best friend to her boyfriend. so now my best friend of 5 years is gone from my life, only as an acquaintance. it left me heartbroken and depressed for the whole summer. yesterday they tricked me into thinking i got a text from someone who had the wrong number. i knew that it was a joke but i didn't know who it was from. so i'm super depressed rn and i don't know how to deal with this. help?