The cold water drips down her face. She tries to wake up from this depression which is her life.

The day drags on each second more unbearable than the last.

Alone with her thoughts, the demons that hurt her before.

They call back wanting more, it takes every bit of energy to fight back. She wont let it happen again. She cant. She hurt too many before.The thoughts flow through her mind like air flows into lungs. So many times she couldve done it , all of those times she hasnt. It wouldve been so easy to just step out and end it all, all the pain, all the tears.

But she doesnt, the happiness is there, not physically with her but hes there. He's always been there and he will never leave.He loves her and she loves him. He is the reason she never and couldnt end it.

Because he is her happiness.