So this might turn more into a rant but i’d love to have any sort of feedback, lol.

so i’ve been with my boyfriend for about a year and a half. he was in the marine corps when we met so i’d only be able to see him on weekends. he’d come up, rent a hotel for the weekend and we’d just spend time together, go on dates and stuff and then come back to have sex like bunnies. ALWAYS and we loved it, we had sex literally it started be a contest of what weekend would we have sex the most. that was for the first five months of our relationship, every weekend. we would sext and all in between during the weeks, we were like two horny quagmires all the time.

so now we’ve been living with each other for almost a year and before we did we’d have those usual talks like we’re going to fuck in every room of the house, morning sex, goodnight sex, etc. but when we get here, nothing. barely anything, it’s like he was a different person. he never shows that he’s horny, i’ve tried everything, even little outfits and lingerie. even when we’re home alone for an entire week, he says we will, he promises and then he says nothing of it so then when i bring it up he asks why i didn’t initiate, any time i try he tells me no because he’s “tired” or “not in the mood” we’ve had sex maybe 30 times, not even this past year of living together. i don’t know what to do. i’m to the point i hate watching porn because i do it so often lol. i just want my boyfriend to have sex with me