Inexperienced

I’ve been into BDSM since I was pretty young, I don’t even really know where it originates from for me. I’ve fantasized and experimented on my own with small things but I just feel more and more curious to try something for real. I just don’t know how to. I’m 21 now and I’ve never told anyone about my kinks or have been able to experiment with someone else. It’s kind of frustrating.

How were you able to find a way to try something for real for the first time without feeling embarrassed? I wish I had someone to talk to about this stuff without feeling strange. Looking at me, no one would ever think I’m kinky.😅