Do you like giving blowjobs, if not why? If so why?

I personally don’t like giving blowjobs i don’t know if I’m alone or not. I just find it tiring and I’m 18. I also think it’s a little annoying to preform. I sometimes get irritated when he pushes my head down more I just look at it as a chore and personally i would skip oral and just go straight to sex. How do you guys feel about it ? PS I’ve been with my man for 3 years now I love him deeply it has nothing to do with that just the simple fact that I don’t like having d*ck in my mouth. He’s pretty big as well so tht makes it less enjoyable.