PTSD from sucking dick 😂

Okay so me and my SO have been together for about 3 years. Well in the beginning when we first started to fool around, we always had to do it in the car. Well one night after a game, we were getting down and dirty and I started to suck him off. Well next thing I know he pushes my head down a little two far. AND I THROW UP BITCHES! I tried to hold it in long enough to open the door but no sis it mad it WORSE! So there’s now puke in the car floor boards! And there’s no paper towels or napkins so what does he have to use to clean it up? HIS FUCKIN SOCK! Well now two years later I still can’t suck him off, it literally makes me shiver not in the good way when he asks. Now me I don’t like oral I hate it, he doesn’t know that because he doesn’t do it. So ladies have you ever sucked a dick so hard you puke? Because I have 😂