Scared!!

Lia

Sooo… I’m scared on cumming i have never came before is it normal to be?? Like I’ve touched myself before but never came and tonight me and my boyfriend were going to start doing things I was wet and all and I THINK i was close on cumming but I’m not really sure if I was or not anyway before he could continue… I got nevera and scared so I stop him like idk how it’s supposed to be what my face will look like and sound or anything I’m scared is it normal for the 1st to feel this way …… I’m also embarrassed on telling him that … we have done things on the phone and all and he thinks I’ve came but I have never I just feel soo bad like i turn him all and touch him but idk any help