Heartbreak

I liked a guy that I met at my cousin’s camp this summer and I fell pretty hard for him, and he told me that he liked me too. Then he stopped talking to me for a while until Christmas morning I got a text that said he was in a relationship, but throughout that relationship he still flirted with me. They broke up but now he’s telling me how he wants to be with her and how much he loves her, and I’m just talking to him but crying because I want to be with him and he wants her instead