Boys oh boys

So I always joke around with my friends about finding a bf that goes to my school or how that would be a bad idea we would do some things that I shouldnt speak off because their are some saints in this group😂anywho I'm "17" so I'm legal in the state of Texas so dont @me saying I'm wrong and I shouldn't be doing things .... but the thing is I like hide from people and I'm not very social my friend was telling me that someone like could like me and I mean she could be right but like I'm not like the baddest crayon in the crayon box but I mean I'm alright 😂😂🙄 I've only had one boyfriend and that was when I was 15 it only lasted a couple of weeks because he cheated 😂 after that they have all been long distance... and tbh I'm not one to be all types of hung up on someone but it would be nice to be able to hang out with someone at school etc etc even tho I hang out with friends idk what to do should I be more open.. i always joke since i play softball but since I'm hurt rn i like to joke with my friend like come on let's go find my future bf since the baseball boys are practicing 🙄😂🤭... anywho that's my rant let me know what yall think