cheated on

my bf (now ex) cheated on me. we weren't dating for long but i just miss him so fucking much. the night before i found out he told me he got in trouble and wasn't allowed to date but he didnt say anything about breaking up with me. i just cant deal with it. it hurts so much. i swear i've never felt this way about anyone. he told me he'd never, ever do this shit😭but look at what happened. im sorry for ranting but i really just needed to let it out!