so, I missed the bus today because it didn’t show up. I told my mother that I was staying home because the bus didn’t show up for school and my mom did not have a problem with it. There’s a guy that comes over to work on the baseboards on our house and after a while I went to the bathroom and I get a call from my mother and she says that the guy at the house Heard me having sex with a guy in my room. So here I am, having a panic attack. Calling my mom, calling my dad, calling my boyfriend, KEEP IN MIND MY BOYFRIEND IS AT SCHOOL!!!!

And finally my mom called back and said that it’s done and over with and that she setting ground rules for me. I already know her rules. Her rules are to not let anyone in the house when she’s not home. And I don’t do that. I don’t disobey my mom and her rules. So now I have to deal with my mom not trusting me, and I have to deal with the fact that this guy and my mother probably thinks I’m a whore. I’m just very fed up.