So afraid..

I’m in love with my bf. But I’m so afraid of committing because I see people talk about how they dated someone for years and just broke it off out of the blue. I’ve gone through that heartbreak before with my bf & im so afraid of going through it again. My little heart won’t be able to take it ):

Btw, we broke up bc I was having extreme mood swings and constantly going off on him due to birth control. He’s my high school sweetheart, will be starting our first year of college together