i’ve never had an orgasm?

im 19 and i’ve been sexually active for about a year now and i’ve definitely had my fair share of sex. i don’t masturbate often (idk i’m just never in the mood i guess. i’d rather have someone else touch me than touch myself). but i’ve never had an orgasm. not from anyone else or myself. at least i don’t think so? is that normal? and how would i know if i have one? like what does it feel like?

thank you ladies!

(lmao i originally spelled organism)