Crying right now because my husband is going to bed...

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My husband gets up for work at 4 am, he is gone until 530 pm I'm alone all day. My little one naps in her snuggle me and bobby during the day and sleeps well but when I have to put her in bassinet for night time she is restless and up every 1.5 hrs. I was swaddling which helped but she has been getting out of the swaddle and the blankets are coming loose so I started using the sleep sack but she hates it. I'm exhausted haven't slelt more than 3 hrs straight since we came home 3 weeks ago. Fucking hate nights I don't even want to try to sleep because its so hard getting up every 2 hrs. Now crying because I just want to sleep but know its going to be a long night. I ordered a swaddle sleep sack that was supposed to come today but didn't. Seriously was counting on that.