For those ladies who hate giving head but still do it to please your man, what gets you through it 😩

My heart really wants to suck the soul out of my boyfriend but as soon as the time comes my mind decides to back out.

So far the only time I’ve been able to give him head is immediately after he gets out the shower but even then, I can only go on for about 15 seconds before I have the urge to throw up.