boys ain’t shit

so i am a naturally very caring and motherly person so when i see a person in need i do everything i can to help. i met this very very attractive boy and he didn’t have anywhere to call home and he had a lot of family issues. i let him stay in my house with my family, he did chores, he helped out and was a perfect house guest. we were really close friends and as dumb teenagers do i wasn’t thinking clearly as i was so struck by how cute he was and he seemed interested. he started asking for sexual favors but i turned him down everytime and then i noticed him starting to lie. he had lied to me about his age, where he was going, what he was doing and i normally wouldn’t care too much but he was in trouble with the law and dealing drugs out of my house so i kicked him out and lost 2 really close friends and they were basically all i had. i love and miss them tremendously and i was crying for hours over this. i just needed to get this out