Insecure ๐Ÿ˜“

Tamara โ€ข A normal teen with problems ๐Ÿ‘ง๐Ÿป๐Ÿ”ซ
I consider my self overweight but my friends say I'm not . And I'm scared when a guy hugs me because i feel like he'll feel disgusted. Why can't I just hug a guy without feeling insecure or hug the guy I'm head over heels for ๐Ÿ˜ซ๐Ÿ˜”