Contacting ex? 😬

So just to start off, the break up ended pretty badly. This was almost a year ago.. crazy to believe already that amount of time has gone by but anyways. He ended the relationship and so I’m very much still in love with him. What I mean by it ended badly I mean he had alot of hate in his heart through it. I’ve seen him once or twice after the break up to return his sweaters and stuff but we didn’t speak a word. I found this clip of a song someone wrote on tik tok that I really want to send him. Is that a bad idea? I’m not really looking for him to respond or give me a reaction. I just want him to listen to the short clip. Idk? The song goes “the last time I saw you.. was watching you walk away. That image stuck in my brain. And now I can’t even call you, you’re just a picture in a frame. Wish I could forget your name, cuz everytime that I hear it... I start spiraling.. reliving the memories.. I try to forget” after typing that I realized he probably wouldn’t care but I don’t know I guess I want him to know in a way that I still think about him.