Need help in the bedroom

Hi ladies! I just recently got married and was saving myself for marriage, long story short we’ve been married 6 months and I am still super uncomfortable with myself but want to surprise my husband with good moves, sexy nights, etc. He makes me comfortable and is super patient with what I’d call boring sex on my end, but when I want to initiate it I just get all up in my head and don’t so I wait for him to initiate.

How do I overcome this fear and what should I do to spice things up and please him