TW (miscarriage)

My husband and I have been together almost 6 years. We have been trying to get pregnant for 6 months now (not super long, I know. But we desperately want a family). It hasn't been going well.

I suffered a miscarriage in April, and while my science loving brain knows how normal that is, and i try to ration it was mostly just cells at that point, I've been feeling alot of emotional pain from that. I wonder if it shifted my cycle, as my period has been late the past 4 months since, and I continue to get my hopes up, only to have negative tests and a period arrive 2 weeks later.

We have been fighting alot. Not because of the miscarriage, but there is disappointment everytime another test comes back negative. Over the smallest things, but it can turn into a larger disagreement. Has anyone else experienced this? We absolutely love each other, we have so much we want to accomplish, we would both say the other is our best friend. This is just very hard, and I hate feeling like this is abnormal.