Happy and wanna vent

Renee • 15y/0 ♊️ Been with my BF for almost 3 months
 me and Marty(my bf)  hung out for like 2-3 hours 
And it felt like 20 minutes 
And he cuddled me 
And held me and it was sooo nice 😭😭😭😭😭
(And I've been listening to stone cold by Demi lovato so all in the feels)
I DIDNT GIVE 2 FUCKS ABOUT THE MALE SPECIES 
BUT NOW LIKE DAMN I SHOULD WEAR AN ACTUAL BRA BECAUSE HE LIKES MY BOOBS OR WEAR MY GOOD JEANS 
SO YOU CAN FEEL THE BOOTY OR TELL ME I LOOK GOOD 
Or brush t'f outta my teeth because he loves my smile and to kiss me And I love the fact that I can post pictures with him 
And the people who used to bother me talking about "you got cake" and ask me to send pictures and texting me saying bullshit 
Can see like damn 
In ur face if u weren't shit you could be with me 
Be happy with me 
Be totally and completely in love me with me and me in love with you,
But no he is, he is happy and in love with me 
And there you are
Looking at my page seeing us, him kissing me and giving me love 
And I just love him sooo much 
(Sorry if it's jumbled and may not making sense just thoughts thrown together)