Feeling so down 💔

Nicola • I`m a 32 year old teacher from the UK. Had my rainbow baby in September 2017 after miscarrying twice. Had a chemical pregnancy in January and now TTC #2
I've been TTC for 8 months and miscarried at 6 weeks in March. My boss announced today that she is pregnant and she is 10 weeks. I would be around 12 weeks now and I'm heartbroken. I'm so happy for her but at the same time I'm so upset. It's going to be so hard seeing her every day knowing that we would have been due around the same time 😭💔 and that nobody else in work knows about my miscarriage. Even worse, my department need to advertise for a maternity post. And joked that other people in the workplace may think it was me who was pregnant 😥Â