Virginities 😩‼️

i am sooo scared to lose my virginity but its not because of the pregnancy and stuff bc im up to date on that but i read alot of books & i reaaaallllly dont know if it will hurt or not or how it will feel . if you could leave some "first time " stories that would be great ! BE SURE NOT TO LEAVE OUT ANY DETAILS LOL NO MATTER HOW BAD . i want to know & will not judge ! just Pleaseee