Ok so this is going to sound really crazy ...

The first guy i ever had sex with i was with for almost 3 years, most of the time we were sexually active. When he penitrated me it didnt hurt and i didnt get that whole steriotypical loss of virginity.

I am now with a new partner and when we had sex for the first time my hymen broke and there was a little bit of blood! I had that steriotypical loss of virginity

I feel as it i lost my emotional virginity to my ex and my physical virginity to my current partner 😂😂 that sounds so crazy