processing

From my previous post. I'm still processing us not being together but being best friends. Both believe it'll make us stronger so in the future we have more to look forward to for us. We just got off of ft and yea I'm still upset I smiled a lot because of him.  He loves me so deep and I do for him.  I just still feel lost on the inside. All my emotions haven't come out meaning tears. But I just can't cry anymore. I get irritated