Ahhhhh why

I love my bf been wirh him for years we are both over 18 and sfuff

But i just hate kissing..today we were having sex and he wanted to kiss but i just cant

I love sex cuddling but hate kissing

Ive always just hated it..so grosss slimy and wet

saliva even my own i find gross and makes me gag

Am i tbe only one?