the big O

I recently got married and we've been rabbits ever since! We've found what makes us both cum but it takes me alittle longer and it's always by clitoral stimulation! Sometimes I feel like I could about explode when he's inside me like a vaginal orgasm but it feels so different than what I'm used to in scared to just relax and let it happen as it feels I could just squirt pee everywhere?!🤷🏼‍♀️🤷🏼‍♀️