rainbow baby! but how far am I?

Holly

I found out I'm pregnant this morning! We've not been tracking since we had a MMC in June. Just been taking it as it comes! Well for some reason I decided to test today! Period was 2 days late, but I'm not always on time so thought nothing of it! I got a really dark positive! So went and got a digital and it read 3+ which I didn't think was possible thus early?

But then my November period was a week late, and pretty light, what are the chances of actually been further than what I thought?

Also I really don't know how to feel about it! Like obviously I'm really happy, but I'm just so shocked, and can't get past the feeling that I might have another MMC, feel like I can't get excited! I'd have been due in Jan.