This isn’t for attention, I’m only here to vent to whoever reads this. We’re all girls here and experienced bad breaks up. I just thought this was a place to express that? Please no hate :( I’m just hurting rn...

This guy named Jose, we knew each other since 2014. We liked each other for the longest time. He was never mean to me, always good to me. Around November, he said “if you ever have a boyfriend, don’t forget bout me” I found that sweet you know but shit I wanted him LOL.

Anyway, straight to the point. Before we dated, I was with him and I asked if I could take a selfie on his picture, I wasn’t trying to look through it bc that wasn’t none of my business. Before he gave it to me, I saw him delete messages on Instagram and deleted Snapchat you know?He tried giving it to me but I didn’t want to. Later in the day I confronted him bout it. He told me that there was this party that he went to, he was drunk and there was a girl named Marcia. (Biggest hoe ever) He told me that she wanted to fuck but they didn’t, well that’s what he told me. I just got annoyed, when we dated in April, days later his friend told me that Jose and Marcia wanted to fuck but they couldn’t bc they were too drunk and how the next day Jose was all hyped bout it. So I was like WTF ? I called Jose and called him out HEAVY! He was so confused and came over to my house and talked bout it. He was saying that he didn’t want to or what not, all that type of bullshit any guy would say. I asked if how long it was he said “10 weeks ago” then I said “was this when we were talking?” He said YES, GUUURRRLLL I WAS AREASY TO KILL HIM LOOOL. Calmly I said “Did you want to fuck her?” He was so quiet, the longest hesitation I ever experienced. After that situation, I stayed and tried working it out. We were fine....

If you want to keep on reading what happened, just wait for a while :( lol