I’m a terrible cat mom

One of my cats is blue/dark grey and I can’t see him in the dark. He likes to lay on the ground and my bed... I’ve sat and stepped on him so many times.

Then today my other cat was sitting on the couch when I was playing with a VR headset. I didn’t know she was there (because of the headset) and I sat on her head. I didn’t go all the way down and felt her squirming to get away from my ass. She then ran away and didn’t want to be around me for like an hour.

I’m a terrible cat mom. :( I feel so bad. They are both okay though. I love them both so much and it crushes my soul when I accidentally hurt them, even if I just think I did. I’m afraid to use the VR now.