Squirting?

My boyfriend was fingering me and I never orgasmed but I felt like i was peeing my pants? Was that me squirting? I had pants on so idk what it woulda looked like if I didnt but can you actually squirt without orgasming or did I actually pee cause that’s gross😂

it didn’t particularly smell like urine after but like it literally felt like I was peeing and then there was a huge wet spot where i was sitting after and had to change my pants. He thought it was just because I was wet but I know what it feels like when I’m just wet and this feeling was different.

I’ve never orgasmed before though, but it didn’t feel like a release like everyone describes it as so I don’t think I did finish? But I’m not sure if squirting can happen without the “big finale” 😂