Guys help

So like I still don’t know what to do so I’m a freshman in high school and my boyfriend is a sophomore he is captain of the jv basketball team and also is on the baseball team I feel like he never has time for me but he has time to talk to his friends or go to the mall with them. Sometimes I’ll text him and get no response but I find out he would be talking to one of are other friends I don’t know what to do it’s starting to feel like I’m single again. Also I feel like he is rushing me to lose my virginity when I’m not ready and I’ve told him many times why I’m not ready( something happened when I was little) so Wht do I do and how should I handle this