Hickies (we’re adults)

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Okay so, I really want to give my boyfriend a hickey. He’s asked me in the past and I told him I didn’t want to try because I had never before. He is my first boyfriend and we’ve been together a long time. We’re both adults, and have consent of one another. I think tonight when we’re in the moment I want to give him a hickey.

Can anyone tell me how, and how to be more confident in myself.

I want to surprise him tonight with different things. He’s always taking charge, so I’d also like to try being on top. If anyone has advice on that too I’d appreciate it!!

I have to specify, I AM AN ADULT. Most people on here assume since he’s my first boyfriend that I am not, but I am.