First I’m just gonna say I will sound stupid through all of this so bare with me.

Okay so I’m a senior in high school and I’ve always been a good student I make straight As for the most part and I do all my work. But I’ve been done anything bad. But I want to so bad. Is that dumb? It’s gotten to the point where my parents will literally give me alcohol cause they are so confused on why I don’t do anything bad. But all of a sudden I just want to. I don’t want my whole highs school career to be goody goody I wanna have fun and it’s my last year. Is that a stupid decision to make? Or should I do it?