19 virgin. Never used a tampon cuz I could never get it in. Never fingered cuz as soon as I got to the opening it hurt a bit and I can’t convince myself to keep going.

I’m definitely wet enough so idk what my problem is.

Also really wanting to just get a friends w benefits , maybe not for sex right away but so they can finger me, I can give mor bjs , etc. but idk who to go to for that.

The one guy that is my best option, I’m not sexually attracted to him anymore although he is to me. Can someone help lmao