New feeling 🤣

I’m demisexual and i’m experiencing sexual attraction for the first time and whewwwe boy is it somethin else. I fell in love with this guy and now every time i see him I immediately notice all the small attractive stuff about him. The way his arm flexes when he closes his hand, his shoulders and back. I unintentionally picture myself like kissing down his stomach.. Like dude, wtf is going on here.

I don’t even know what to do about it because i have absolutely no experience with anything sexual or romantic. I think i fell for him because he is emotionally and generally supportive of me and understands me like nobody else. So now not only do I get butterflies but so does my —- 👀

Any kind words for an anxious, inexperienced, demisexual little bean?