Emotional wreck

Asmi • Hopeful for the best to come!

Simply crying since morning. Mom called up in morning and told they would wish grandchild in 2021. I had this big lump in my throat. The moment put the phone down I started crying. Why in the world would be having a child be this difficult? Trying for #1 for more than a year now. Tired of being only two of us at home all time. Just want to complete my family. May god give me some hope and strength 🥲