That I haven’t been wanting to have sex with him because he hasn’t kicked his drug habit and I’m completely turned off by him.

We’re married and my husband has been hanging out with an old childhood friend that he hasn’t seen in 14 years. Well I discovered he’s doing meth with him. He told me it helps him unlock some mental chambers and help him cope with things. He says it shouldn’t be a problem as long as he’s functional. I did some research on meth and I’m so disgusted. He’s a great husband and father but this is something o was never prepared for or now how to deal with. We’ve been together for 18 years and been through A LOT but this is on another level.