Nightmare

Kasia

Went into hospital because I was having alot of discharge and a damp pad, was put on machine and next thing you know I'm having regular contractions, had to stay over night to see if I was going into labour, cervix were closed when Dr checked, midwife came this morning & said she could see the cervix open a tiny tiny bit, had very bad cramping at night, Dr came this morning and said this 'BAD' cramping I have been getting is braxton hicks, first baby so didn't expect them to be this bluddy painfull, going home but got told I might go into labour, what a nightmare, I'm 35+3 and I am literally freaking out, I dont know how I'm going to cope with real labour, I was in so much pain yesterday i started getting a panic attack half way through and if it wasn't for my husband I would of probably passed out 😔😪