I have a new boyfriend and I am extremely attracted to him.

The first time we had sex, we were kissing and I kinda felt ‘hmmm maybe sex would be nice.’ I initiated. I was kinda nervous but like oral sex didn’t feel like overwhelmingly amazing but when he put his penis in and went at it hard , it did kinda feel good but I didn’t orgasm

The next morning, I woke up so horny and he fingered me had the best orgasm ever

But that night I was so sleepy although I got slightly aroused, I just couldn’t get in the mental mood to have sex. When he gave me oral I didn’t feel anything

Also I don’t get as wet during sex as when I masturbate