Fed up of TTC

This month I really thought I was pregnant… period 10 days late no PSM symptoms… fatigue… flow came yesterday very light but dark. I’m so fed up of trying it’s been 4 years doctors say I’m healthy and it will just take time… my partner is my only source of support as none of our family either side think we should be having anymore. I have 4 of my own and he has 2 of his own but we want our own. But he’s dealing with stuff with his eldest and has no time for my little pity party. I’m done trying for a baby the heart ache is to much.