So l have been recovering from anorexia for the past several months and have started trying to ignore that I don't exactly love myself and that I'd like to be smaller. I've been eating more because of it.

BUT here's the thing. Friday my mom called me out on it, saying I needed to slow down on my eating. Then yesterday she and my brother both picked on me for eating half of the left over gravy roast. I was super hungry from not eating much breakfast and it had been almost 7 hours from eating anything. My mom also earlier that day pointed out the fact that she could see my stomach poking out.

My family knows that I used to not eat a lot. And my mom always told me that I wasn't fat, but that I needed to watch what I ate so I wouldn't end up like her. (She is what most would consider to be overweight).

I know that I have been eating more lately and that I've gained 15 pounds since graduation in May.

Because of all this, I am back to wanting to make myself sick, wanting to skip meals, and eat as little as possible. My "voices" are also back and very talkative. They make my depression and anxiety so much worse. What should I do?