Hey girls!

I've been drinking a little, not drunk just feel good. And I'm in love! I've been dating by boyfriend for a year on July 24. However, we have known each other in a special way for two years is September. But I messed up, for many reasons. After about three months, I never gave up. I just couldn't lose him. So as you can see, we then got back together. And it's been great. We are going to a hotel and having a special night for our anniversary.

I use to think the guys I was with before were the one. But he's perfect. I want to be with him for the rest of my life.

You can stop reading here... I'm just letting it out now.

Today is the 5 year since my brothers friend (and family friend) has passed away so we are celebrating him. So karaoke night, only two people came over.

Side note: I live with my one of my brothers (and his gf), and our cousin, and oldest brother. His gf drank too much and passed out. So just my brother and one (girl) friend is here.... I'd rather them be together than his current gf (I feel bad for even thinking that)

Okay back to the love of my life...

I don't think I even thought I would fine this. I though I was going to be "stuck" ( as my past self though) with the person I was with before. I was miserable he was an add and threatened to cheat... I did a yeah and a half later.... I feel horrible back to what I really want to talk about....

The person I love.... I can't. I just came out of the rest room and yeah I gotta go.. if anyone is curious I'll respond to messages tomorrow